Friday, April 23, 2010

4 months to go...

hye2..
hana di sini...
as semua pembaca tau.,..
hehhehe...
hana n danial lagi 4 bulan 2 minggu n 1 ari tok cecah 5 thn...
hmmm...

with the numbers...
i am so proud..
i can be with danial till 5 years...
but then...

hakikatnya..
ntah r...
we all asek gado jer...
bnd kecik2 pon gado..
n hana admit..
semua benda start dari hana...

hana ni sensitif..
atau erti kata lain...
ngada2...
semua benda nak majuk...
semua benda nak terasa...
semua benda nak touching...
hmmm...

hana jugak xleh kalo danial bangkang hana...
yer...
tau..
my fault semua 2..
tapi ntah r...
xleh nak kawal semua 2...

kadang2 bila dah tau cam xpatut wat cam2...
cepat2 r baik2 ngan danial..
tapi..
xsay sorry pon..
hana ni ego tinggi...

xtau r camner nak rendahkan ego..
hmmm...

kadang hana bosan...
bosan ngan semua niyh...
ntah r..
as danial salu cakap..
hana kan suka pikir masalah...
so...
masalahnya skang hana pikir..
hana dah kekurangan kasih sayang...

hana rasa sebab dok dekat kot...
hmm...
ntah r...
hana sayang dia...
hana nak kitorg bertahan..
but then..
kalo xleh nak wat cmner kan...

tima je la ngan redha...
btol x???

semua suh hana slow talk ngan dia...
tpi bila berdepan ngan danial..
hana xtau nak cakap aper..
bla dia cakap jer..
hana rasa hana yang salah..
n memang hana salah pon kan...

hmmm...
hana xsuh pon dia layan hananya rajuk..
xsuh pon ikot semua kehendak hana...
xsuruh semua 2...
cukup r dia ader di samping hana...

hana akui..
hana ni manja...
even sampai skang...
hana still manja with my family...
with my dad n mum...
even hana dah berumur...
hana akui hana blom matang lagi...
kadang2 hana xleh pikir rasional...
xtau apa yang hana wat 2 salah...

ntah r...
manja 2 elok..
tapi xelok bler dah spoil cam hana...
hmmm...
ntah r...
sedih bila pikir2 kan kitorg niyh...

hmmm...
tatkala hana tulis niyh...
danial merajuk ngn hana..
hana xtau dia g mana...
hmmm...
fon xbawak...
hmmm...
cal pon xleh r kan...
hmmm...

mungkin pada pandangan mata dia..
hana ni dah xseperti hana yang dulu...
hmm...
korg semua mesti baca kan post dari danial 2??
dia dah penat...
penat ngan karenah hana...

hana xsalahkan dia...
coz hana tau...
sapa2 kat tempat dia skang pon pasti akan penat ngan perangai hana...
ntah r...
kadang2 rasa nak stop...
stop being like this...
xnak bagi dia penat...
runsing...
serabut pasal hana...

hana harap hana akan bahagia kan dia...
sampai bila2...
hmmm...

banyak nak tulis lagi..
tapi..
takut kamu2 bosan...


hana takut...
takut...
hana bukan lagi milik danial...

hana risau...
risau...
hana bukan lagi di hati danial...

hmmm...
k r...
apa2 hal hana story lagi k..
daa~~~~~~


Monday, April 19, 2010

Love Quote 3

Look not for beauty
Nor whiteness of skin
But look for the heart
That is loyal within

For beauty may fade
And white skin grow old
But the heart that is loyal
Will never grow cold

- Marie Davis -




Love Quote 2

I didn't know love could be this way.
Or maybe I never knew love until I loved you.
Whichever it is, it's a feeling I've never before felt
and I don't think I could ever feel it with any other human being.
I want to breathe it in, I can't get close enough to it,
it draws me, lifts me up, possesses me
and I don't want to remember what it's like to be without it.

- Sheila Kornelson -






Love Quote 1

In A Whirl...

Her raven tresses lay soft & sure
Like a waterfall, so clear, so pure,
Upon her shoulders, snowy white
Like the moonlit glow on a winter's night.

Her eyes alight with passion anew
Like the meadows glittering morning dew,
Burn deep into my heart & mind
Like a Summers day her beauty shined.

Her touch so gentle, velvet hands
Like the deserts rolling, warming sands,
Sends tingles through my very soul
Like an Autumn days romantic stroll.

Her heart so fragile yet warm & strong
Like the Larks most enchanting song,
Causes me to stumble & fall
Like a baby's first attempts to crawl.

Her very being excites me so
Like a fairground ride, my senses glow
She'll be forever my model girl
And I'll be forever in a whirl..

- Ashley Peter Loasby -